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I do hold grudges

Let’s be honestI’m no saint, and I won’t pretend to be. I do hold grudges, especially against those who have wronged me in ways that are hard to forget. I hold a grudge against people who: These are the kind of actions that leave a mark, and sometimes, it’s hard to let go. I know holding grudges is not good for the soul and so on. Over the years I have devised a way of avoiding accumulating such intense feelings in myself. In the long run I need to take care of myself and those around me. That will only happen when I play my role in life to perfection. I cannot let these grudges pull me down.

My feelings right now

My feelings right now are all calm and peaceful.Well there is a reason for this goody-goody feeling. You see, I am a morning person. It is 3.30 AM and I guess I am the only person awake in this neighborhood.  I prefer to wake up early and go to bed early when compared to the rest of the world. This is a routine I have been following for the past two decades. Which also means it is hopeless to try and change it, but then I am digressing. The advantage of waking up early is I get to do my work in total peace. Also my mind works better without coffee. Somehow coffee makes me sleepy 😀…but again I am digressing.  Maybe it is easy to work when there is no one around to ask you to help around the house or find out where the other sock went.